Do you ever look back and wonder:
Who that was?
The old you?
That you who: seems to have:
Disappeared?
Have you suffered?
Trauma?
Real,
Deep,
Alone,
Together,
Family,
Abandoned,
Loss,
Betrayal,
Violent:
Trauma?
Time, after time, after:
Time again:
BIG trauma.
They don’t get it,
Do they?
Those who say:
‘Yes I know how you feel’.
But the others do.
The few, few: few.
Who don’t say a word.
It’s in their eyes.
Isn’t it?
That is all we need:
To know.
That they know.
So now, friend:
Can we look back?
At who we used to be?
And in that looking back,
Do you recognise yourself?
Because if you don’t,
This is the new you.
The you ,
You never thought you would meet.
Say hello friend.
To who you are now.
You don’t know who you are now,
Do you?
That… to not know who you are now…
Is a very good thing.
When you only recognise trauma,
Pain,
Damage:
But you do not recognise yourself now,
In that mirror of your life the real reflection in your mirror):
Does that mean that,
The damage has,
Maybe,
Possibly,
A little:
Healed?
Think about that.
If you don’t recognise the new you:
The new you might be different:
From the pain.
Maybe read this again and then:
So tell me:
Who are you now?
In Love,
IAmMattVC xx
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