MVC – The Next Chapter

A Time To Heal

Flickering candle light,

Gently reflecting your wounds

That deep breath

That grounds you into hell.

The images on the screen,

Screaming memories

From a past hidden in the dark.

The demons

The hellish ghouls

The battering beating and punches.

Booze, sex, rape and tragedy.

Half of you will have stopped reading now.

The shadows within

Emerge for your attention

The past is the present is the past is the future,

Isn’t it?

Well… there’s a theory I wish to share.

To heal: you have to feel.

Cheesy that isn’t it?

No.

It’s demonic.

It’s a perilous hike into the dark mountain of truth.

This truth does not shine.

It stinks.

Almost the other half will now have stopped reading.

Just one more nudge… to make sure…

This healing I am revealing to you,

Is something so frightening,

It feels like a hot, shitty, wet, dripping, decaying, putrid, mouldy, decomposing carcass of memories and strife that threaten to engulf you with the flames of hell!

The rest have now stopped reading.

So now,

It’s just you and me, yes?

Come closer…

I have to elaborate.

I say I have to,

Because I really do have to.
it’s an impulse

A compulsion,

An obsession

To speak the Truth.

Now when I say ‘feel it to heal it’

I mean:

DIVE DEEP INTO THAT MOTHER FUCKER…

Like you fucking own it.

Own it.

Own it.

Own it.

So that kind of ‘feel’… is that deep stinky feel that most fluffy wank stains have no idea about…

But you do, don’t you?

You might not know this though:

The fact that you know how shitty it truly is,

The sense of your experience that informs you:

It’s deep, dark, but more so: dirty. Dirt that you cannot wash off.

No matter how hard you try.

Plus:

The reality that you are still reading,

The ease (ish) with which you continue to connect with this:

Is your true nature that says to your healing:

‘Come on then mother fucker… where’s the rest!’

And with your fists punching to the skies,

You Own it.

You Own it.

You Own it.

You… yes you…. the one left reading this.

My God dear friend:

You.

Are.

Marvellous. In Love,

IAmMattVC The Alchemist xx